One with sin eradicated;
One with fear evaporated-
a place where one can be free.

On his beloved he will dote-
in a place filled with laughter and hope;

eternal sunshine,
with blue sky and fruit-laden trees
heaven on earth,
it was the place to be-
please,
step into this world with me.

Jehovah Jireh.
Adam and Eve.

woahss just came home from school at 8 30~!
had such an incredible day today hahahahs
school was cool- almostt pon chinese 0.o hehehs
and during breakfast was chatting with my
classmates when this rugby ball clean smashed into
our table and spilt some drink on ben-
good thing he s a laid back sorta guy, or the
bugger would have got it- kept thinking he
was gg to fight! ehhstoplookingatmelikettleisorrylaa

but after school was even better. ^^
hung out with my classmates at the gym- and there
were all these guys totally flexing their pecs 0.o
hahahahahs had fun trying out the equipment-
then went for JUDO TRAINING!! =)

went with six of my class peeps- and it was really
fun! did lots of sparring, and it was real hard work
trying to flip my seniors- butbeingsosmall,youknow-
craziest part was when i had to pin this guy down
but he totally flipped over and pinned me instead??
and i couldn breathe?? goshthatwaswild-
coolest part was when i found out one of them used
to take aikido too! so we went all aikido against
each another- but he flipped me over in the end =P
* i almost threw him alright! his face was so close
to the floor!

then went all was over and done with
sat on the parade square with my classmates
it was really fun just sitting there- watching
the open sky get darker, feeling the cool wind,
watching the netball girls play, and chatting =)
found out a lot more abt each other, and yeass-

Praise the Lord!
for He gave me such fine life to live,
Amen! ^^

i was going to write abt what a great day
i had in church today-
abt how i had fun doing Generations duty,
talking to fellow church pple as they ordered
notebooks, bibles and audio sermons-
chatting and working with YP and Denise
making so many great new friends-
and it s just so indescribable,
but i loved every moment of it! =)
hearing Gods word thru Pastor s anointed sermons,
sitting next to GQ, he can sing ALTO and it
sounds great!^^
andd andd

SO MANY THINGS!!!
helped out with Nao with BM, wore her high heels
*we re the same size! chatted with my *brother
hahahahas and had so much fun!!

yeasss Praise the Lord!!

was brushing my teeth
in the morning todae...
then i had a personal REVELATION!!! wowws
was realising that it was as important to
brush your teeth everyday with ur funky toothbrush
(mine, orange ^^) as it is to read the bible
everyday and do ur QT with God!! =)

realised that everyday as you eat, sure
you ll eat lots of great food, but also, theres
gonna be pieces of it tt ll stick to ur
teeth as well! now then, you cant leave it
there right? its gonna rot and infect ur gums u know!
yupps bet u can get my point noww..
so its essential we cleanse ourselves spiritually
EVERYDAY as well, give all tt depressive thoughts
and mental obstacles a good scrub, and begin the
day fresh and in the spirit of God! ^^ yeaaas

take tbis advice from someone who s been
wearing braces for four years and a year of
retainer friends =)

and God bless! ^^

bwahahahahas
finally got a chance to relax and blog!
yeaas mans ^^

had fun at school today-
we played Ultimate frisbee, its sorta like
netball-frisbee? and i found out i can catch
the flying thang! hahahahas
then we had econs and did grpwork, except we
slacked and nearly drove our teacher nuts
talked to my grpmates, found out more abt
their ambitions, mostly in the medical
and engineering faculties =)

dont know why but the guys are super funny today-
the VS grp were doing all these hand-slaps and
crapping, that i nearly choked with laughter-
then yin cheong showing off by slapping all these
metal poles, and showing how he could get them
to actually VIBRATE- and executing all these
High Kicks when his friends were trying to
hi-five him! *he s a taekwondo dan black
and benjamin saying he wrote
why the **** should i be doing this!? on our
Diagnostic Field Math Test *woahs attitude!

shall not elaborate on their antics when they
locked some on the other dudes out of a
container classroom- but the whole class was
in stiches basically-

and did i mention my finger almost became
a la beefball today?
sharp knife slipped off the frozen thing-
and next thing i knew my whole finger was redd-

and yess, that ends my day today ^^

its incredible.
i spend five hours of a beautific saturday
studying the complexities of
negative binomial theorems and series-
cooked an entire lunch,
(spaghetti with rich hokkaido-based
sauce and sauteed vegetables)
fininshed chem tutorial two
and biology one (THANKGOD)
bought groceries and dinner-
and did housework! (something no common
teenager would do for sure)

ANDD

i still find time to socialise! ^^
chatted with fellow tution mates
on the inadequacies of the sg post-
university educational system
we re all fairly credible sources mind-
and we all agree on one thing!

though i m not telling ^^
gonna trust God on this one here,
for one definite thing is certain-

Its all in His hands.

Doomsday- whyareyoufearful, O ye of little faith?
i believe the Messiah will come before
this date =)

if i have to see the word
phospholipid bilayer again
my eyeball cell membrane
might just swell up from
its transmembrane channel proteins
in the midst of intracellular exocytosis-
block up from its transported ions-
and BURST in its hydrophilic pore.

and i say, might. ^^

hahahahs feeling formidable right now-
tell u why?
ever since i started my bible reading plan,
i have been COPYING DOWN all the good
lines on Matthew 1 to 12.
oh yesss. *alright, so i missed a few days,
ut i made up for it in the end

Lets see who can break my faith now!
bwahahahahs

Lord please strengthen me in spirit and flesh-

and i shall take care of the rest.

Amen! ^^

tgif! hahahahas

spent the entire day hanging out with
the alpha female clique-
3 St Nics, 1 NV, 1 CGSS ^^
like, GIRL POWER!! yeass basically-
one very cool girl clique =)

was pleasantly surprised when my
mouth did not drop off from all that
talking with the girls-
we re talking non stop chit chat here

highlights of the day included kk
coming up from behind me while
i was alone evaluating a painting and
finding out that cx actually lives right
opp njc and hwa chong (thepoordude)
and TWO guys in my class taking
GRADE 8 ohmygoodness
and i m like grade 5!!! mrawwwrs-
talked to a few amk girls also-
they re really sweet ^^

now i shall perservere thru my obstacles
this weekend to SUCCESS-
which i shall define as


finishing my all my tutorials this week. =)

goshh feeling so drained now-
hahahahas

had a whole days worth of tutorials
and lectures, plus my incessant
talking with my class peeps during
breaks ^^

and yin cheong s bio is so pro las-
and he s a guy!! sorry for e gender
discrimination, but its really rare to
see a guy who loves his bio!
hehehs ^^

also made lots of friends today-
cuz i attended THREE whole cca
orientations!! hahahahas =)
crashed cnny, pugi and the chess club!

played non-stop games foreverr-
have to say the best was pugi-
everybody was so united ^^
cnny was cool, but too many people!
and chess club too, but quiet! tsk tsk =)

am utterly exhausted-
but when i think abt my dear friend-
i really am the lucky one.

May God bless you in EVERYTHING
my friend-
garfield. ^^

had such a busy busyy day today-
ended at 5.30 pm manns
hahahahas
loved pretty much all of it though
got to know my class peeps better
esp
chuxianshuyanjeremyderrick
theamkteamanddjestina ^^

they re such cool people-
yeasss 08! =)

and im gonna change their lives thru Christ!

Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.

God s cause.

Isnt it-
worth living for?
Isnt it-
worth dying for?

-the Matrix

i am just who i am-
no more, no less.

shall share something interesting today-

do you know i once talked to God abt
being able to have problems, just so i ll
be able to get closer to Him through hardship?

imserious.

well, i got what i wanted.

and i gotta say, it works.

for God is always only good,
Amen.

its all about you God.

oh goodness-
today we had the blessed release of
TWO HOURS of delightful pe-
oooh not only did we enjoy sweating
it out together (guys and gals) in the
all-too-small hall for near 600-
think feet and body parts getting in the
way when you re doing your 21st sit-up-
the parfum of sweat was just tangible and
wowws we even screamed for absolute joy
when we ran four rounds in the RAIN-
oooh lovely.

feeling as caustic as a piece of lemon.

mrawwrawwrawrrrrs-

cant say the day was a total loss though-
did have fun trying to do beeg beautiful cards
for our ogls ^^
and hao j can fold paper roses!
and i learnt how to too! appartently he even
tried folding ferrero and aluminium ones-
the would-be casanova =)

my og mates are just so full of surprises-
hohos
and now on the topic of GOD :)

trying to train my voice by singing
christian songs- but i think it sounds
horrible- uggghs

*God loves my voice no matter what tho ^^
ohs and i cant wait for tomorrows service!
take the schools! realised how easy it is
to fall back from God and immerse ourselves
in the busy schedule of our schools-

seriously dangerous, and i sure hope i
wont backslide from God!

feeling like i m slowly being sucked into a
whirlpool of quicksandd....
i wanna walk on quicksand with God ^^

go Matthew 6:21! ^^

i love my bunch of girls in school ^^
you might say we might be a mugger bunch-
but i love the motivation and camaradie
the hours mulling in the library - helloo
this is Singapore after all, where
academic results are valued as thee

a la most importante-

and nerds rule. ^^
(i say this is the best way possible)

oh goodness i love my friends in nanyang!
the way we smile at each other and talk
and talk about everything under the sun-
finally talked to hao j and zhi h- you d think
aweek of orientation would be enough but noo-
it took card games to get us yakking ^^

and the cca bazaar! =)
think i ve set my sights on CNNY-
but cant say for sure i ll get a spot hahahahas

and i cant wait to go to church!
really need to feel His presence and love-
and i will do my best in QT! yeass-

i love my J. ^^

Jesus-
Jehovah Jireh.

getting into the rhythm of school now-
its quick, but you have to learn the
dance steps well, and FAST.

or you ll lose the beat.

thank God (really) for my awesome friends
hh and joy-
they really keep me going sometimes-

oh yess.
a friend showed me a magic trick today-
made all the cards of the pack look like
the one i ve chosen =)
a blur guy, but he tries hard. hahahahahs

wonder if darren rmbs his card tricks? *hmmms

thinking abt it now i wonder if God is
gg to work some magic into my life.

real magic.

i think he will. ^^
wait andsee.

L and L-
we ll take nanyang together!

a familiar face brushes by-

isthatyou,myfriend? eyes are locked,
and a joyous call-

the rustle of eager footsteps-
beaming faces and a heartfelt hug,
in the midst of multitudes-

tobe reunited again.

such a drama mama i am.
this ode is dedicated to wenqi, whom i
fianlly met in school ^^

now i shall try again.

canwe make thecut?
canwe takeit inourstride?
apprehensive thoughts overwhelm all else-
arewe able?
vulnerable and helpless, we pause.
finding in our hearts the only solution we knew
all long-

and we pray.

Heavenly Father, thank you for your blessings
thank you for the teachers we discipled under
thank you for the friends who make our day brighter
thank you for your counsel for my insecurities
thank you for the your presence, everywhere-
though mostly in church, and
thank you for my church, where i know i will find you.
Oh, Immanuel!

Amen ^^

with men, it is impossible-but
WITH GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE
iam soo happytoday so
letme tellyouwhyy ^^

today was flag day with me jc group-
twas very enjoyable-
we were enthu for abt 2 hours, and
then we spent the rest just
slacking and chatting to each other
couldn stop laughing my head off
and i cant believe it- i can understand
chinese jokes! and they re funny! *wows
wahahahas then we headed to mos burger
for lunch as a 'jc outing' =)
sat next to yi qing and crapped so much-
his accent is really strong, but its really cool
listening to him, even if its abt bgrs in china
or: ge wei, ze shi shi jie shang di yi ge yong zhui
sha niao de nan ren! *henry playing w his straw-
* i laughed so hard XD

then went to church!! *woots woots
i felt so rejuvenated- like i ve been deprived of the
holy spirit the whole week! i was so surrounded
by the presence of God, and it felt amazing!^^
just kept singing, and i saw two visions-

one of which Jesus was on the cross, dying-
and the angels were all above in heaven-
determined look on their face, yet not sad-
ready to cloth him in cloaks of red velvet-
and when they did, He never look more
glorious! He was glowing and smiling, and the
whole world could feel His love-

Howcanieverrepayyou? =)

then talked to a dear friend after service-
before heading to a wedding!

wedding was great- bride and groom were
so cyute together *awwws
and i met an ex tuition friend there!
guess we re sorta related now-
weird! =P
hahahahahs

and yes, that was the end of today! =)

anddd-
i (dont) love big butts and i cannot lie! ^^
nyahahahahahs-

anewaes.

today s jc orientation experience was like
a 180 degrees turnabout man!
the team finally got worked up- and we
cheered our way into winning quite a few
games planned in sentosa! whoosh!

did not bother abt my insecurities either, it was
like i did not care at all abt them!
(and i felt FANTASTIC. ^^)

made quite a few friends that i ve become
closer to- they re all pretty cool peeps when
you ve got to know them, and mass dance
was awesome. =)
it s the first dance i actually did not feel awkward at-
we were all too busy learning and breaking out
in the coolest dance moves!

then played cards and watched magic tricks with
friends before entering sentosa! ^^
wows. were off to a bumpy start at first, cuz food
was late and we were grumpy-
but soon we were into the challenges of various
games-
and winning them. ^^
fashion show was hilarious- our male model was
a poor soul dressed in plastic-bag bikini
(over his sports wear please)
and flinging chilli packets into the crowd ^^

when home accompanied by another two
new friends and chatted all the wayy-
so i wasnt all on my lonesome when i tried to go home
when all was dark and bleak and lonely
at seven plus-
cuz we were too busy talking ^^

unforgettably fun-
my second day in jc school ^^

youcantseeHim-\butreally-
Hes there.

as absurd as can be-

that is His logic. ^^ andicanlivewiththat.